happy bday my little BIG BIG brother iyassshhhh

this post has nothing to do with the title. my brother yashyash is comel n putih n besarrrr n not super irrititatingly active(thats me) and lalat-yy. he is more polat bear-ish. the one who suffers from global warming cause they lose majority ( ke all ) their body heat thru their nose.

nways2 xmo cerita bout polar bear cosz this entry is going to be dedicated to lalats. yes. houseflies yg apparently its scientific name is MUSca domestica. heh. i have longggggg forgotten about lalats cosz its been awhile since ive seen the sight of them. tetapi... summer has come and so have them! i dont like lalatttttttttttt. they irritate the hell out of me!!!!!!!

so have u ever wondered where the lalats go for winter? autumn n spring and kecuali summer lah. well, flies depend on warm temperatures; lagi warm lagi cepat they develop. In WINTER (currently getting aditional points as my favourite season sbb there is zero lalat mse winter) most of them survive in the larval or the pupa stage in some protected warm location.

the life stages terbahagi kepada

eggs --->larvae(maggots) yang pale putih-ish with no legs---> pupae yang reddish brown---> and finally an adult fly

ini adalah complete metamorphosis.( metamorphosis can be devided into 2 types complete metamorphosis atau halometabolism mcm lalat and incomplete metamorphosis, hemimetabolism mcm belalang and lipas. lain kali can cerita more about metamorphosis)

so thts where they go mse winter........ they stop themselves from becoming super irritatating fast flying pandai mengelak 10 kali pukul pun xkne beings and remain at the crawling or not moving phase for awhile, ready to torture umat manusia when summer emerges. *ggrrrrrrrrrr*

oh2 and me n yanajigabugabanana( my eldest sister yg nama sebenar is ili liyana mokhtar) were ryte after all! zaman dulu2, we use to swear to each other that we will have our kenduri kawin di malam hari as lalats seem to be sleeping and are out of sight. msia ada lalat sentiasa kn. no winter( thank God... tapi tht means no rest from lalat. yes. i really have a huge problem dengan kehadiran lalat) so malam was our only option. i have forgotten about this childhood plan when tengok2 our observation was accurate as houseflies are active only in daytime and rest at nyte, at some corner of some room. BOTH of us kawin di siang hari mse lunch.

aish lalat lalat pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee go away..... xske winter, xske malam, they must xske the rain juga. rain rain come todayyyyy make the lalats go awayyyy.

exams oh exams

im so, so, so busy, tahap 'have to but dont want to stop layan blog and other such stuff like fb and my other favourite blogs' kindda busy!!!

ive got 15 days left in bangor before i start my summer holidays. the journey starts from bangor-london-angouleme(france)-london-bristol-prague(czech rep.)-vienna(austria)- warsaw(poland)-prague-london-MALAYSIA-SHAH ALAM!!!! ( which will singgah and transit in dubai and brunei).

and here are the things ive got to do in these 15 days.

06/05/09- submit amphibian breeding biology report.
11/05/09 - submit final year project proposal
1st exam : plant cell and molecular biology.
13/05/09- 2nd exam : parasitology.
18/05/09- 3rd and final paper: animal co-ordination and control.

- kemas barang nak pindah.
-pack for summer hols.
- still waiting for passport and china visa.
- kerja cuci2 from 3.30-7.00 pm every weekday.
- settlekn all money2 matters.
- presents / souvenirs ( ???!!!!)
-jogging pagi at least 3 times a week - ive commit to do this with hana, maka it must go on!! aja2.

now tht ive actually written them down.... xde lah dasyat sangat. but stillllllll. theres plenty of reading n hafal-ing, and makan n masak n cleaning and tido to do as well!!!! heheh. * freaking and cuak-ing out*

kalau nak pintar..., belajar. kalau nak berjaya... usaha!

dukun in the indon movie, Laskar Pelangi

(a very nice, touching movie yg should be watched)

thursday's child has far to go

oh well, its been some time now =D

am reading ''things i want my daughter to know'' ( very2 slowly since exams are too near (!!!) and the only time i get to read this is sementara tunggu toilet- i live with 4 other girls.. or mse dalam toilet. ye. i find reading waktu 'itu' quite pleasent)

nways2, heres what i came across:

she loved the mystery of a plane landing somewhere new, or a train puling into a station. She loved being an anonymous extra in a crowded scene,... a tiny face, wide-eyed with wonder, in a vast, ever changing picture. She didnt get frightened. Well, hardly ever. Once, in Malaysia, packed into a boat too full, asked to sleep eight hours on a deck no more than four feet deep. And maybe a few times, on trains and buses, feeling a thousand strange eyes on her and her belongings, fighting the overwhelming desire to sleep.


i instantly LOVED it. cause it mentioned Malaysia in it of course =D and cause i can totally relate dgn what this Amanda character was talking about. relate yg sgt2 tu. i think i am in love with travelling and living in new places. yeap.. jadi tourist pun fun. but i think the only way u can njoy a place is if u have a chance to really stay there. paling kurang pun sebulan. if i didnt think of my family +kehidupan perempuan yg normal ( stable job, husband n kids). i would definitely travel n duduk di serata dunia, some kampung, some desert, some gunung, some tasik, some canggih wanggih New York or a less canggih Ghana, and definitely loads of times by the sea, sea, sea. be a teacher, waitress, cleaner, marine biologist, diver, naturalist, botanist, gardener, enviromentalist, zoo keeper, ecologist. all. whatever tht place needs me to be. hmm. isnt living just so cool? tp..., ni sume kalau i was solo and not so much in love la. and i am not solo and very much dilamun cinta.. ++ i miss home n my family too, too much. so i guess, for now, in this life( heheh), there are other cool ways to live lah.


mama introduced me to this poem and ive been secretly believing in it ^.^ eventho its a little silly..

monday's child is fair of face
tuesdays child is full of grace
wednesdays child is full of woe
thursday's child has far to go
friday's child is loving and giving
saturday's child work hard for a living
but the child who is born on the sabbath day, is bonny and blithe and good and gay.


( kah kah kah)


i find it agak cool tht mus pun is a thursday child himself!

http://www.timeanddate.com/calendar/

diamonds at 21 lah

8 months ago me + mus, and my friend from kyuem, naili and her husband najib got married =D heh. yeah.. same age, same date, same time and all..! sedikit lama after tht, she letak her solemnisation pics on friendster and one of them had a beautiful hadith that came with it.

" ada 3 golongan manusia yang berhak Allah tolong mereka, iaitu seorang mujahid fi sabilillah, seorang hamba yang menebus dirinya supaya merdeka, dan seorang yang menikah kerana ingin memelihara kehormatanya.."


hadith riwayat ahmad
2:251

i pray to Allah tht me + mus, n also naili + najib n a lot of other couples, especially those i love very much are tergolong in the 3rd group.., insyaAllah ^.^

it has been one of my fav ayats(quote) n i try to remember this ayat everytime, especially times when its hardest. when i feel susah, and jauh and rindu mus extra so much sangat2-ly. but today ive been thinkin about the ayat much more than usual cosz tbe2 we have been so murah rezeki these past few weeks..! 1st it was me, getting a job, then i got another job ( 2 jobs mse cuti, best gle!!) then, semalam, out of the blue, tbe2 the company tht mus does his work placement with gave him gaji!! alhamdulillah.. segala puji for Allah, always and for all the help He is giving us di mse2 kopak n kering nih.



oh2 since its hari saya telah berkawin day...., i am going to try something ah.

wow! bejaya upload! nways2, love the song and as for every 10th we layan one lagu cinta jiwang karat tahap dewa, this 10th its going to be 'kaulah segalanya' by ruth sahanaya. hmm...., kne belaja letak lagu pulak ^.^

a little comment on the video: i know its a camera biasa blurry sangat bukan mcm myshotphotography punya videos...( not fair! i only discovered them after kawin n am going to promote them to segala manusia kenal-kenalan yg nak kawin. they are really good!). but its from diy, and am glad she took it.., cosz this video makes me feel "oh so jatuh cinta everytime i look at it and dahla bolek gelak2 mcm unta gila jugak. cosz2, look at where me n mus are positioned. rugi gle video ni x habis..... cosz nnt we had to end up tuka side, AFTER we had already duduk on the pelamin! hahahahha. so keep in mind ppl...., perempuan sebelah KIRI, the guy sebelah KANAN. sape punya rules....? dont ask me, but apparently all the maciks and aunty knew. kih2. yes. we didnt practice, 1st time jalan was this time..., berkelabut sikit.. but i loved it, salah side and all! *i love you suamikusesume'*

arachibutyrophobia- fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth

very crappy picture but my of my very favourite bday card all the way from 6, jalan tepuan =)

nop2. thts not me. (arachibutyrophobia). i LOVE peanut butter. lagi sticky lagi sedap. especially the ones with nuts, mixed with strawberry or apa2 jenis berry jam.... nyum!

i was actually searching for a word tht describes a fear of blogs or blogging. heheh. malangnya... x jumpa. or bole jumpa if i spend more time searching for it. sadly.. all of us dont have tht kind of time.., not on a tuesday nyte nways! but2, i found a site (www.phobialist.com) about phobias and their names and here are some input tht i got from it:

1. how phobias are named

"the word phobia is greek therefore any word connected to it should be greek. to coin a new phobia name, it is proper to follow this rule. the rule has been broken many times in the past especially within the medical profession which is steeped in latin and often, when naming a phobia, they have dipped into what they know and have used a latin suppletion affixed to the greek stem to form their names. The language pundits frown on this but it has happened time and time again and these words have become accepted..."

( i googled blog/ blogs/ blogging kt english-greek dictionary tp tu pun 0 results juga... heh. guess the greek pun ada masalah with blogs)

2. some phobias yg menarik hati

• ablutophobia- fear of washing ( me on a lot of xklua rumah days... HYE dh insaf sejak kehidupan berkawin OK...)

• anglophobia- fear of england or the english culture *umm. what culture? but nvermind =P* ( thank God i dont have this phobia. its francophobia for france + french - germanophobia- gemany + german and sinophobia- china + chinese)



• atelophobia- fear of imperfection ( the very reason y i almost deleted this blog - bole delete ka...? )



• atychiphobia- fear of failure ( a lot of people i know have this phobia.. chill2... bole cuak, tp jangan cuak smpai x cuba! perfect example: THIS BLOG)



• bibliophobia- fear of books (confirmed student masa kini's favourite phobia) which brings me to..



• testophobia - fear of taking tests ( ME! )

and this is sangat lah penyakit my sister, naa didaskaleinophobia- fear of going to school. ( i used to have this phobia... dulu2. masa tadika up to darjah 1-2 until i started to like boys and went to school rajin2 everyday just so i can meet some ;) *this is the part when papa menggeleng-geleng his kepala and istighfar banyak2*

ada lagi, ada lagi...!

• ergophobia/ poriophobia - fear of work ( yana, yana, yana)



• decidophobia- fear of decision making ( hmm...)

oh2 and finally...... closest to what i was looking for in the 1st place :

scriptophobia- fear of writing in public. hmmph.

SCRIPTOPHOBIA

actuallykan....., sebenar-benarnya, i didnt know tht my blog went public ( YES! thts how amazingly buta IT i am.... ) i thought it was private and rupa2nya SANGAT lah tak... tau2 je tbe2 ada 4 comments and pa and my 2 sisters dh siap baca2 and follow sume!

i freaked when i found out it was public.... cosz i forgot about it, yg lupa habis terus tu after the 1st post.. but comments about my blog at another blog gave me my 1st hint yg this blog is tersangat public and tersangatlah bole dibaca oleh anybody.


dgn segala freaked and menggelabahnya i cried, i wanted to delete ( tp x jumpa2 pun cmne nak delete) and terus try mcm2 to make my blog 'hilang'. *drama2 queen i am* tetapi, tetapi... after fikir2 bilik, after realising yg bukannya banyak sgt orangt baca pun, and all those yg baca are ppl who are counting on my blog to know the happenings of my kehidupan hari2 n to stay in touch, maka i decided to keep it. to make it go public. to let other ppl read it. read my writing ( oh NO!)

well....., im warning all of u! read at ur own risk! and please, please, bare with my weaknesses yg banyak gle.. especially the IT part, the bahasa tunggang langgang terbalik part, and the ntah hape2 post part.





oh all of that... and thank u for reading =D

*somebody pls tell me how to letak gegambar kt tengah2, bawah, or mne2 we want to put the gamba cosz my gamba seems to only want to be at the top!! oh2 and how come where i end this blog and the comments part mcm jauh beribu batu?. erk.help!*

because i am 22 =D

hye2. wow. my 1st entry for my 1st blog on the 1st of april 2009! a few minutes till i become 22, my favourite, favourite age!! y? sbb 2 is my favourite favourite number lah.. nways, basic questions..! ( or maybe just question..heh)

1. knape mem-blog-ing di blogspot tbe2?

----> ( kne ada reason kah??) cosz its been awhile since ive compang-camping-ly tulis-ed my thoughts everywhere its so bersepah-sepah! ( warning to the pecinta bahasas out there.... my written language is going to be as crap as the ones spoken!) hmm. sekian. no compromise.

----> oh and simply because its the start of this awaitedfavourite age and i thought ill do sumthing really2 baru and different.

2. knape x public...?

----> sbb takut!! i LOVE reading other ppls blog, i njoy them so much that im scared i may not be as best, as ntertaining, as enlightening, as inspiring as .... as derang2 sume out there.. God, i am even sedikit takut ( banyakly!!) takut tht ppl cant even bare to finish reading an entry of mine..! ( the perfectionist, paranoid serta passimist[ uggh 3P] me speaks).

so oklah. tadaa~~ emils OWN blog. njoy! ( on april fool lagi. this COULD be a joke guys ^.~)